On my way

to my last paper..

baby's breathe

"hanging on till last remaining light."-cj

The sun sets on one side of the world and rises on the other. one more day till i can start breathing normally again. last paper.

Dear sister

happy birthday.

breathe

Nearing midnight, I was still fretting over the morale crushing 2hr past year paper; after having worked on it for the past 3.5 hrs. I managed to draw the some sadistic humor from the ironic happenstance that though I usually prided myself on my work efficiency, I am hapless when it comes to solving the Optimization problems. The mammoth effort required for the matrix manipulation is like making my mind perform contortionist acts and doing mental gymnastics while at it.

Needed a breather.

I took a peek outside my window looking at nothing in particular. The world outside's black and a cold wind sent a chill down my spine. I was suddenly swept by pangs of loneliness. We are physically together, but everyone is leading their own life. This reminded of how my social circle have slowly devolved from the "you get my back and i get yours"to the "you scratch my back and I'll scratch yours." How long more before I outlive my usefulness?

I guess cynicism has caught up with age.

punishing

The reason why thankless tasks are so hard to perform is plainly because they are unappreciated and totally depend on the kindness of the individual. Please do not make it any more difficult by putting on a face.

you are gg through a bad patch. granted.

Feynman's Problem Solving Algorithm

When I saw this algorithm on a friend's msn, it got me wondering what could this universal algorithm be? This algorithm was developed by Richard Feynman, the youngest scientist on the Manhattan Project. I wondered if he had applied this algorithm to the nuclear bomb project. Now, whenever I come across a complex problem , I follow the Feynman's Problem Solving Algorithm.

The Feynman Problem-Solving Algorithm:
(1) Write down the problem
(2) Think very hard
(3) Write down the answer

see how the greatest minds on earth approach a problem.

Exam

the time of the year when the school is out to prove that you ought to still remain in school because you haven't learn enough.

im feeling the adrenaline rush again.