The unexplainable fear that stuck me right after I sent out the message was akin to a panic attack. Right that moment, I wished I could recall back that message. I was not sure why I had sent out the message in the first place, given that I was not the least interested in meeting up. So, I was actually relieve that someone actually could not make it to a dinner that I proposed. I immediately took the chance to KIV it indefinitely. Previously, I have fearlessly stood up to army officers, professors, strangers and even close friends. But this time I really was afraid of meeting up..
No one had ever made me feel so crappy about myself before.
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